Update at end.
Tomorrow is the LOVE holiday! I'm not really into the holiday and we don't have plans but I was thinking about taking a test tomorrow, just to make sure. It's probably way too early [if my cycles are off] and I'm probably not pregnant. But I want to know when I am as soon as possible so I can take the progesterone pills I have leftover. So just a precaution, I guess. I really don't have any feelings on that right now. I don't feel I'll be disappointed since I have another focus right now (weight loss). If I was JUST TTC right now,it'd probably be really hard, especially on V-Day, to get a BFN.
The scale has been stuck. It just won't move! It's discouraging but Daniel was telling me today that he can tell that I've slimmed/toned as much as a girl of my size can look slimmed down.* I really should post pictures but I never think of it. My size 14 jeans can now be slipped on and off without unbuttoning them! I looked at jeans today at the store but wasn't ready to buy a "transition" pair just yet.
(*I don't think it helps that I'm eating the chocolate my MIL gave me for Valentine's Day, does it? Ahhh... indulging once in awhile never hurt anyone!)
Have I ever mentioned that my kids love exercise time, if they're awake when I do it? I usually do it during their naptime or after they go to bed. But every now and then we'll break out a workout video and we'll all jump and workout together.
There is nothing sweeter than watching them try to mimick the trainer. Or maybe their awkward movements are from trying to mimick ME! Ha ha!
Speaking of exercise, time for my "last chance workout" before our weigh-in tomorrow morning. Even though I really weigh 176 lbs the scale shows 180 lbs. It just will not go below 180!!! It's driving me nuts.
God decided to give us a different, new pumpkin..
That's right! We are due in October, around the time we found out we were pregnant with our last little pumpkin! I'm shaking so bad. I didn't even mean to test. I turned off the computer, went upstairs to get ready for bed, realized how badly I had to pee... I decided waiting until morning would be stupid. I honestly did not think I was pregnant this cycle. At all. And then I thought about how Mel didn't have pregnancy symptoms when she got pregnant with Baby Girl.
I just wanted to test to be certain, so I could start the progesterone in case I was. I'm not even 4 weeks yet. I'm about 12dpo making me 3 weeks, 5 days. Obviously those dates might be off. BUT CAN YOU FRIGGIN' BELIEVE IT?
No wonder my weight decided to plateau. And no wonder my chest decided to swell back up to its' normal annoying size. Oh. My. God, how I love Thee. THANK YOU, JESUS! I'm sorry I didn't lose more weight beforehand but this is SO worth it. I can lose it later!
And yes I'm positive this is positive. I took a test in January before I got AF to make sure my levels were down to zero. I had two VERY negative tests last month, which was a relief in the sense that I'd KNOW I had a BFP when I got one. And I HAVE ONE!
*TICKER on left sidebar is based on LMP. Because of having messed up cycles I am basing it on LMP!